Home/Relationships & Family/Hidden relationship doubts/ThoughtAm I the only one who feels like they’ve just been... playing a part for thirty years? I’m serious. I look at my husband and I feel absolutely nothing.hidden relationship doubtspersonality maskingemotional numbnessShare this thoughtCopy linkShare on XDownload imageDoes this resonate with you?Share Your OwnBrowse MoreOthers have felt this tooAm I the only one who feels like they're playing a part in a play that went on way too long... …personality maskingAnyone else look at their sleeping wife and just feel... …hidden relationship doubtsYou ever look at the person you’re supposed to spend your whole life with, across the breakfast table, and realize you have absolutely FUCKING nothing left to say? …hidden relationship doubtsI’ve been married for almost thirty years, a stay-at-home mom forever, my kids are grown now and I just… I don’t think I ever really liked him. …orientation questioningRelated ThemesEmpty Nest VoidFamily obligation guiltParentificationParenting insecuritiesSecret resentment toward family