Home/Relationships & Family/Hidden relationship doubts/ThoughtI am sitting here at 2:14 AM, looking at my Samsung screen and the three dots that have been pulsing for forty minutes from a woman named Martha.hidden relationship doubtsShare this thoughtCopy linkShare on XDownload imageDoes this resonate with you?Share Your OwnBrowse MoreOthers have felt this tooI am sitting in the kitchen at 2:14 AM, the blue light of this phone screen making my liver spots look like a topographical map of some country I shouldn't have been in forty years ago.aging fearsI’ve been sitting here since 1:14 AM just staring at page 298 and the cursor is blinking like a fucking heartbeat but I’m just stone cold watching it.procrastination shame2:14 AM and the phone screen is a neon scalpel cutting through the dark. …procrastination shameI’m sitting here at 2 AM just...identity confusionRelated ThemesEmpty Nest VoidFamily obligation guiltParentificationParenting insecuritiesSecret resentment toward family