my headset always muted man like its taped shut or something cause the mic is off and i just listen to them talk about school and what their parents are gonna buy them and i just sit there with my hands shaking and my heart going crazy when i clutch a win feeling like i actually did something that day like i matter or whatever but it’s all fake right cause they don't even know who i am just some grandma who probably needs to go to bed but like what else am i gonna do watch tv and wait for morning to come just to do it all over again... it’s embarrassing kinda i guess
... i just wish they knew i was actually pretty good sometimes and not just some old lady making dinner for my grandkids but nah that's too much.
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