I saw this thing on my feed about a grandma spending her last weekend in her old farmhouse, like, touching the doorframes and floorboards before the new owners take over on Monday, and honestly, I… …

I’m just… wondering if anyone else has ever felt this particular kind of ache, this pre-grief almost, for someone who isn't gone yet but feels like they’re slipping away, and it’s just so hard to… …

I guess I'm just… observing this kind of cognitive decline in my dad, seeing him completely disoriented by his own rose bushes and wondering if this detached, almost clinical dread is a normal human… …

I think maybe I’m experiencing a sort of...