Home/Relationships & Family/Hidden relationship doubts/ThoughtI was looking at my husband across the dinner table tonight and realized I’ve just been like...hidden relationship doubtssettling regretemotional numbnessShare this thoughtCopy linkShare on XDownload imageDoes this resonate with you?Share Your OwnBrowse MoreOthers have felt this tooI saw my dad tonight at dinner and I can’t stop thinking about it.jealousy hidingIt makes me wonder if all those years of disciplined duty, of keeping everything locked down after what I saw overseas, ended up locking me away from her too... …hidden relationship doubtsi was sitting at dinner tonight with my mom and dad and it was just so quiet like i could hear the clock ticking in the hallway and the sound of their forks hitting the plates and i just looked at… …family obligation guilti sat at dinner tonight looking at the clock it was 7:17pm exactly and all i could think about was how in two weeks me and him are done just done and i kept my back super straight like when you're on… …anticipatory griefRelated ThemesEmpty Nest VoidFamily obligation guiltParentificationParenting insecuritiesSecret resentment toward family