sometimes you just feel like you’re living a double life and you’re walking around in a body that doesn't even belong to you anymore and you have to smile at people and answer emails and talk about things like profit margins and brand strategy but inside you’re just this hollow shell and you wonder if everyone else is just pretending too (honestly i feel like everyone is just a giant fake but i’m the biggest one lol) and you just have this secret that’s so heavy it feels like it’s actually pulling your shoulders down but you just keep your back straight and keep walking because what else are you supposed to do.