Home/Social & Belonging/Loneliness in crowds/ThoughtI am lying here, past one in the morning, just listening to the sound of my own pulse against the pillow.loneliness in crowdsemotional numbnessmortality anxietyShare this thoughtCopy linkShare on XDownload imageDoes this resonate with you?Share Your OwnBrowse MoreOthers have felt this tooI’m lying here in the dark and all I can hear is my heart thumping against the mattress like it’s trying to beat its way out of my chest, and honestly?anxiety hidingI suppose it’s 12:42 AM now and I’m just... …mortality anxietyI check my pulse every hour. …health anxietyI’m sitting here at 2 AM just...identity confusionRelated ThemesComparison spiralsFeeling Invisible With AgeFriendship fakenessLosing Friends to TimeMidlife Loneliness