Home/Social & Belonging/Comparison spirals/ThoughtI am sitting in the back of this reception hall watching my cousin get married and honestly I feel like a total failure.comparison spiralsfailure fearssettling regretShare this thoughtCopy linkShare on XDownload imageDoes this resonate with you?Share Your OwnBrowse MoreOthers have felt this tooI am currently sitting in the back of a ballroom that probably costs more than my mortgage, watching two people celebrate their "forever" while I feel like I'm fading out of existence. …loneliness in crowdsI’m at my cousin’s wedding. …family obligation guiltI feel like a fucking failure honestly— 1.failure fearsI am currently seated in a beige plastic chair in a room that smells of industrial floor wax and failure—my failure.failure fearsRelated ThemesFeeling Invisible With AgeFriendship fakenessLoneliness in crowdsLosing Friends to TimeMidlife Loneliness