Home/Beliefs & Values/Faith doubts/ThoughtI am sitting in this humid little room in Istanbul at exactly 4:15 in the morning because the call to prayer woke me up again.faith doubtsShare this thoughtCopy linkShare on XDownload imageDoes this resonate with you?Share Your OwnBrowse MoreOthers have felt this tooI am sitting in my kitchen at 2am and the fridge is making that humming sound that drives me NUTS.moral gray areasI’m sitting here at 2 AM just...identity confusionI'm sitting here at 2:14 AM and the city is still humming outside my window, that constant low roar of the expressway that I pay four thousand a month just to listen to while I stare at these old… …financial hidingMy mother’s voice is on a loop in my head—*hshuma*, what a shame—asking why I’m not sleeping like a person with a real career. …career path regretRelated ThemesMoral gray areasOpinion hidingValue contradictions