Home/Social & Belonging/Social exhaustion/ThoughtI just clicked 'not attending' on the reunion invite and now I'm just sitting here in the dark feeling like a total coward.social exhaustionfailure fearspast self embarrassmentShare this thoughtCopy linkShare on XDownload imageDoes this resonate with you?Share Your OwnBrowse MoreOthers have felt this tooI am actually sitting here in the dark and I feel like such a complete, total fraud.imposter syndromeI deleted the email at 11:42 PM on a Tuesday while sitting on my velvet sofa that cost three months of rent back in 2018 and I just felt... …past self embarrassmentI’m sitting here in the dark and I just can’t stop thinking about the look on their faces when I said no. …family obligation guiltI’m sitting in the dark in the driveway and I can’t go in. …social exhaustionRelated ThemesComparison spiralsFeeling Invisible With AgeFriendship fakenessLoneliness in crowdsLosing Friends to Time