Veteran. …

It’s not just grief, though that's there too, but this almost like, empty feeling. …

I mean, I’m 76, my memory isn't what it used to be but some things are still crystal clear, clearer than anything else, like the smell of the dust in Vietnam, that smell sticks to you, in your… …

Is there anyone else who feels this strange, almost clinical disassociation when trying to bridge the gap between their wartime experiences and the… civilian understanding of their family? …