I don't know why I'm even posting this, it's not a big deal, like, whatever. But sometimes I just feel so... tired? I guess. Like, I'm doing really well at my internship, you know? And everyone at work is talking about promotions and whatever, but then I think about being twelve and making sure my little brothers and sister did their homework every night while my mom was at the hospital and I just, I don't know. Like, I’m kinda mad sometimes that I missed out on just being a kid. It just feels weird, like, I don't even know.