I don't know, like, I feel so stupid even typing this but I'm just SO over it, you know? Like I'm at community college trying to get my gen eds done, working at the grocery store AND the coffee shop just to cover my own tuition and gas, and then I come home and it's like, *surprise* you're mom now for my little brother and sister because my older siblings... poof. GONE. Phone calls just ring out, always "busy" and I'm like, really? Busier than me changing diapers after a 6-hour shift and then trying to write an essay at midnight? It's just... I'm tired. I just want to SLEEP.