I tell my mom it's because of my graduate assistantship and all the research I have to do for my thesis, but that's a lie. …

like still a fucking museum of his old soccer trophies and his dirty laundry from when he was 16 or something—it's been like that for YEARS. …

Sometimes you just… you go all that way, thousands of dollars, to visit family you barely know in a country that's supposed to be "home" and all you feel is like a stupid, rude tourist, and then you… …

I’ve been sitting here since like six in the morning just staring at the wall and it’s honestly the weirdest feeling ever. …