Home/Habits & Behaviors/Substance hiding/ThoughtI’m kind of just standing here in the garage and the light is all dusty and yellow like it’s coming through a dirty soda bottle.substance hidingShare this thoughtCopy linkShare on XDownload imageDoes this resonate with you?Share Your OwnBrowse MoreOthers have felt this tooI’m sitting here and the light over the table is too bright it makes everything look yellow and dirty. …sibling jealousyI'm sitting here and the light from my phone is a cold blue bruise against the kitchen wall and it feels like the same fluorescent hum my dad used to bring home in his clothes after twelve hours at… …procrastination shameI sit there and the air is thick like someone spilled a bottle of old grease on a radiator.emotional numbnessI’m sitting on the floor of my parents' old place surrounded by dust and those heavy floral curtains that haven't been washed since 1994.past self embarrassmentRelated ThemesDoom scrolling shameEating in secretFinancial hidingHealth denialProcrastination shame