Home/Relationships & Family/Parenting insecurities/ThoughtI’m sitting here in the dark watching the blue light from the humidifier blink and I just want to SCREAM. She’s asleep. Of course she is.parenting insecuritiesanger suppressionShare this thoughtCopy linkShare on XDownload imageDoes this resonate with you?Share Your OwnBrowse MoreOthers have felt this tooI am sitting here in the dark watching her sleep and the weight of it is just too much tonight.parenting insecuritiesI’m sitting here at 2 AM watching her squint under these industrial-grade lamps and it is making me want to tear my hair out.anger suppressionI am sitting here in the dark while the monitor on the nightstand crackles with Arthur’s breathing and I just want to scream. …parenting insecuritiesWatching her sleep, like, really sleep and I can't even close my eyes even though I haven't slept in days because that thing, that little thing, will wake up in an hour or two and scream its head off… …caregiver burnoutRelated ThemesEmpty Nest VoidFamily obligation guiltHidden relationship doubtsParentificationSecret resentment toward family