i just watch her sleep you know her chest going up and down and i know shes exhausted shes been up too but this feeling of being so tired you cant even close your eyes that kind of tired where you… …

I’m sitting here in the dark watching the blue light from the humidifier blink and I just want to SCREAM. …

Watching her sleep, like, really sleep and I can't even close my eyes even though I haven't slept in days because that thing, that little thing, will wake up in an hour or two and scream its head off… …

I’m sitting here at 2 AM watching her squint under these industrial-grade lamps and it is making me want to tear my hair out.