Home/Grief & Loss/Anticipatory grief/ThoughtI’m sitting here at the kitchen table with all these boxes and a Sharpie that smells like a garage.anticipatory griefShare this thoughtCopy linkShare on XDownload imageDoes this resonate with you?Share Your OwnBrowse MoreOthers have felt this tooi’m sitting here at exactly 2:44 am and i’ve got 114 intro to bio papers stacked on my kitchen table which is actually just a folding card table i bought at target three years ago and my red pen is… …imposter syndromeI’m sitting on the floor of my kitchen at two in the morning and I’m staring at sixteen identical glass jars of artisanal pasta like they’re going to tell me the meaning of my fucking life.achievement emptinessI’m sitting here on the floor surrounded by these cardboard monstrosities and I should be ecstatic.joy guiltIt’s 2am and the whole house smells like cedar wood and glue and it makes me want to puke. …family obligation guiltRelated ThemesRelief at lossUnresolved grief