Home/Grief & Loss/Relief at loss/ThoughtI’m watching my Abuelo die in the yard right now. It’s kind of pathetic, honestly.relief at lossmortality anxietyvalue contradictionsShare this thoughtCopy linkShare on XDownload imageDoes this resonate with you?Share Your OwnBrowse MoreOthers have felt this tooThat’s where I’ve been sitting for the past few weeks, ever since the rhododendrons started blooming. …anticipatory griefI am sitting on my fire escape at 2:14 am staring at the trash bags piled up on the curb three floors down and I am so incredibly angry that my chest feels like it’s being crushed by a hydraulic… …anger suppressionI saw him today, my father, standing in what used to be his pride and joy – the vegetable patch. …anticipatory griefHe still keeps my grandma’s side of the bed completely untouched. …unresolved griefRelated ThemesAnticipatory griefUnresolved grief