I know this is gonna sound SUPER weird and like, probably not even a real thing but I've been doing this for so long and I need to just like, get it out there, you know? because I still pay for someone's phone plan, like, even though they're not here anymore and I text it every day, like about my classes and the stupid drama at my internship, and it's just so much easier than actually talking to anyone about it, but it feels so DUMB and I just can't stop.