okay this is probably so stupid and not a big deal but like, sometimes when I'm just chilling, you know, and I hear my neighbors like, laughing and playing music, and they always have people over and stuff, I actually get so bummed out. Like I know it's not my life, but I just sit there and it's SO quiet in my own house, and I just kind of feel… alone, you know? It’s not even like I wanna hang out with *them* necessarily, it’s just that it reminds me how silent it is here now.