I just... I'm so sick of it. My whole life it's been about someone else, you know? Always about the kids, then the house, then what *he* needed. I used to have friends. I used to do things. Now they're all grown and gone, and I look around and... what the FUCK do I do? Like, no one here even knows me. It's just... I built this whole damn business and it was for them, for us, and now I just feel so completely invisible. I hate it. I really do.