Home/Self & Identity/Past self embarrassment/ThoughtI started trying to find the guys again last month.past self embarrassmentidentity confusionpath not takenShare this thoughtCopy linkShare on XDownload imageDoes this resonate with you?Share Your OwnBrowse MoreOthers have felt this tooI messed up— every single day, every day I think about those guys from high school, all gone now, scattered to the wind, and I just couldn't keep up, couldn't make the call, too busy chasing a dream… …aging friendship lossI have been documenting these specific memories for a while now, basically trying to find a pattern that makes sense out of the noise.identity confusionI was digging through a dusty shoebox in the garage tonight because the insomnia is back again, and I found this old photo of me from the summer of '84.past self embarrassmentI haven't been home in like... …family obligation guiltRelated Themes"Am I Normal?" Aging AnxietyAge-inappropriate interestsBody image strugglesIdentity confusionPeople pleasing