i think i kinda just lived my mom's life for like four years and it's hitting me now that i'm in college and like i don't really know who *i* am?? cause all through high school i was her person and her friend and her therapist basically so every night it was just her telling me about all her husband stuff and i'd try to help her figure it out and like i missed so much stuff with my friends cause i was always just there for her and now i'm here and everyone has their own thing and i'm just like what do i even do...