I can’t stop. Every single meal, every damn bite. Is it organic enough? Too much sugar? Not enough iron, not enough DHA… The internet is full of ‘studies’ and my mum is full of ‘wisdom’ – *beta, just eat what you like, it’s all good.* No. It’s not. My kid’s brain is literally forming right now and I’m just… paralyzed. What if I fuck it up. What if one wrong thing makes them… less.