i don't know if this counts as a confession but i'm a mother of three been married forever like fifteen years and i work at the library part-time just stamping books mostly and there's this woman there another librarian and lately i just like i really look forward to seeing her i think maybe i'm having a crush or something which is ridiculous i'm almost 60 for pete's sake a little old for that i guess but like i can't stop thinking about her all the time it’s really silly.