Home/Life Choices/Childfree guilt/ThoughtI dont even know why im typing this. Its 2am and I can't sleep because my head is just spinning.childfree guiltShare this thoughtCopy linkShare on XDownload imageDoes this resonate with you?Share Your OwnBrowse MoreOthers have felt this tooI guess I’m just typing this because it’s 2am and the crickets out here are so loud they’re practically screaming, or maybe it’s just the wind in the pines, I don't know.aging fearsi dont even know why im typing this out but i feel so sick inside like my stomach is just in knots all the time.anxiety hidingI shouldn't even be posting this but I can't sleep and my heart is just pounding and I feel like a total jerk.anxiety hidingIt is 2 AM and I’m still awake because my head is just spinning. …secret family resentmentRelated ThemesAchievement emptinessPath not takenPurpose searchingRetirement Identity CrisisSettling regret