Home/Grief & Loss/Relief at loss/Thoughtanyone else just feel like a goddamn monster because the second his heart stopped i felt like i finally got my life back? five years.relief at lossfamily obligation guiltsecret family resentmentShare this thoughtCopy linkShare on XDownload imageDoes this resonate with you?Share Your OwnBrowse MoreRelated ThemesAnticipatory griefUnresolved grief