Home/Thoughts & Fears/Mortality anxiety/ThoughtDoes anyone else feel like they’re just... observing a scheduled decommissioning? I’m in the surgical prep area right now.mortality anxietyhealth anxietyemotional numbnessShare this thoughtCopy linkShare on XDownload imageDoes this resonate with you?Share Your OwnBrowse MoreOthers have felt this tooI’m scheduled for a bilateral hip arthroscopy with some extra stuff I can’t quite name. …health deniali’m literally sitting here for the surgery that will make me like a regular person again but it means i’ll never dance professionally and i actually don't know if i’m experiencing anticipatory grief… …anticipatory griefAnyone else ever feel like they’re just observing their own life and seeing all the points where things are going wrong and there’s nothing to do about it but just keep watching and I'm 19 and my dad… …long distance care guiltAm I the only one who feels like they’re mourning a carcass?unresolved griefRelated ThemesFailure fearsIntrusive thoughtsSuccess fears