I'm so ashamed. Last night was my sister's rehearsal dinner and like — I ate nothing. NOTHIN' at all. Everyone was looking at me like I was crazy for just pushing the food around but I couldn't. My dress for tomorrow, her wedding dress, it's hers right? The one I gotta wear cause it's the only one that fits even a little — I kept thinking what if I bloat and it gets TIGHT and everyone stares and she hates me. It felt like all the air was gonna get sucked out of me just thinking about it.