Home/Social & Belonging/Comparison spirals/ThoughtI feel like I’m rotting and it’s not even a big deal but it’s 2am and I can’t stop looking at Maya’s stories from the city.comparison spiralsloneliness in crowdssettling regretShare this thoughtCopy linkShare on XDownload imageDoes this resonate with you?Share Your OwnBrowse MoreOthers have felt this tooI stayed up again, scrolling through Behance and Dribbble, like, until the birds started chirping, looking at all these portfolios that are just... …doom scrolling shameI'm sitting here at 2:14 AM and the city is still humming outside my window, that constant low roar of the expressway that I pay four thousand a month just to listen to while I stare at these old… …financial hidingI’m sitting here at 2 AM and I just... …secret family resentmentI guess it’s not a huge deal but I’m sitting here at 2am staring at a bank balance that’s mostly just ... …financial hidingRelated ThemesFeeling Invisible With AgeFriendship fakenessLoneliness in crowdsLosing Friends to TimeMidlife Loneliness