I stayed up again, scrolling through Behance and Dribbble, like, until the birds started chirping, looking at all these portfolios that are just... *chef's kiss* perfect. Every single one of them, every single day I do this, comparing my stuff to theirs and thinking, *Puta madre*, why am I even trying? And then the sun comes up and I'm just… flat, just totally flat, and now I gotta go pretend I’m a functional human being in this small town where everyone knows if you even blinked wrong. I mean I don't even — whatever. It's just another day of feeling like I wasted my time and my sleep for absolutely nothing.