i keep like, checking the mirror? every time I'm in the bathroom, I just kinda stare. after that gig last week, the photographer sent me the headshots and OMG. I mean, my face just looked...OLD. I'm only like, seventeen, but now I see these tiny lines around my eyes, like, REAL bad crow's feet, and I can't STOP looking. I keep thinking about how clients will see them and think I'm too old or something. it's probably dumb, I know, but I just feel SO much shame. I don't even know what to do. it's like a curse now.