Home/Habits & Behaviors/Financial hiding/ThoughtKitchen light hums in the middle of the night—it’s that same buzz from thirty years ago when the rent was late and the truck wouldn’t start.financial hidingfailure fearsShare this thoughtCopy linkShare on XDownload imageDoes this resonate with you?Share Your OwnBrowse MoreOthers have felt this toothe light on my phone keeps blinkin red in the dark like a tiny angry eye and i can hear it buzzin against the wood of the nightstand and it sounds like a bug trapped in a jar tryin to get out but i… …procrastination shameI'm sitting here and the light from my phone is a cold blue bruise against the kitchen wall and it feels like the same fluorescent hum my dad used to bring home in his clothes after twelve hours at… …procrastination shameWe humans have a peculiar way of decorating our cages. …settling regretI am sitting here at my desk and the fluorescent lights are making that buzzing sound again—the one that feels like a migraine is burrowing into your skull—and I am looking out the window at the old… …settling regretRelated ThemesDoom scrolling shameEating in secretHealth denialProcrastination shameSecret indulgences