i know this is like, so stupid, but whatever. i kinda pretend i’m still like, busy all the time with the playgroup moms? even though like, my kids are at different schools now. it’s not a huge deal or anything, just sometimes i’ll say stuff like “oh yeah, jenna and i are grabbing coffee next week” or “sarah’s kids are doing great!” when it’s like, total fake. i just feel like a loser, everyone moved on and i’m just here, trying to get enough gigs to pay for stuff, and like, no one cares. it’s pretty embarrassing, i guess. i just keep doing it, every single day.