Home/Habits & Behaviors/Health denial/ThoughtI missed the 10 PM dose of his anticoagulant because I fell asleep on the rug.health denialprocrastination shamefailure fearsShare this thoughtCopy linkShare on XDownload imageDoes this resonate with you?Share Your OwnBrowse MoreOthers have felt this tooI watch the clock hit 10:17 PM and count out five tiny blue pills and two oblong white ones and my stomach clenches into a knot of cold dread because if I mess up just one and he goes down again and… …health anxietyI sit on this cold hardwood floor every night because his hips can’t make it onto the rug anymore.aging fearsbaba is asleep and his breath is heavy like he’s fighting something in his dreams while i sit here with the plastic tray and the labels i can barely read anymore. …parentificationThe final creative vision meeting. …success sabotageRelated ThemesDoom scrolling shameEating in secretFinancial hidingProcrastination shameSecret indulgences