ok so like... im supposed to be doing this report right now. for a client. big money. like, pay rent money. but my brain is just... static? like, my eyes see the words but nothing is actually getting in. its like i read a paragraph and then i get to the end and im like, what even was that? and i gotta go back and reread it. a bunch of times. and then i start thinking about like, how many times ive done that today? and yesterday? and it just gets worse. like, my head feels all fuzzy. i used to be so good at this. like, a machine. bang out a whole article, get paid, move to the next thing. no problem. but lately it's like im hitting a wall. and it's not even boring stuff! this client is actually kinda cool. but i just cant FOCUS. and i keep telling myself like, dude you're only 16, this is just a phase, you're tired. but then i see other people my age, hustling, making bank, building their portfolio. and im just here, staring at a blank screen, freaking out about a deadline i shoulda hit hours ago. am i just like... losing it? anyone else ever feel like this? like you're just not as smart as you used to be? or like your brain is just... giving up? cuz if i cant even do this simple stuff, how am i gonna like, survive? what if this is just it? what if this is my ceiling already? it's like, every time i try to push through, it just gets worse. and i REALLY need this money. like, my rent is due next week and i barely made it last month. what do i even DO? my head hurts from just thinking about it.