i guess i just locked myself in the bathroom and cried a little or maybe a lot during my kids birthday party today it was so loud you know all the shrieking and mess and my parents are here too and… …

Am I the only one who completely sabotages their own happiness because they’re obsessed with how things LOOK to other people or is it just me being a total disaster right now?

Like, I’m supposed to be this grown-up freelancer, making my OWN money, choosing my OWN hours, but I’m totally failing at the most basic stuff. …

I am so goddamn tired of being the only person in this house who knows where the blood pressure meds are or how to fix the shower when the handle snaps off. …