I really need to get this off my chest, like, it’s been bothering me for WEEKS. And I know it sounds stupid, and like, it probably shouldn’t have affected me this much but it DID, okay? It just did. So, I was at Ralph's, you know, the one on Main Street, and it was like, peak Saturday afternoon. The place was PACKED. Like, everyone was doing their big weekly shop, carts overflowing, kids screaming, the whole nine yards. I was trying to find those fancy artisan crackers my mom likes, for when her book club comes over, because she always says they’re "so much more refined" than the regular ones. Whatever. Anyway, I’m in the cracker aisle, which is already kind of a nightmare because it’s so narrow, and everyone always parks their carts right in the middle, you know? And there’s this older lady, probably in her sixties, maybe even early seventies. She was standing near the end of the aisle, kind of by the gluten-free stuff, and she had this really bright, like, fluorescent pink package of something. I don’t even remember what it was, just that it was super bright. And she dropped it. Like, it just slipped out of her hand and fell right to the floor, kind of near my cart. It made this little thud sound, not even loud, but you could hear it over the general supermarket noise. And she tried to get it. Like, she bent over a little, but then she kind of wobbled, and you could tell her back was maybe acting up, or her knee, or something. So she kind of straightened up and looked around, you know? Like, hoping someone would see. And I saw her. I totally saw her. She made eye contact with me for a second, and she had this really, like, soft, kind of hopeful look on her face. Like, "Oh, thank goodness, someone saw." But my cart was, like, right there, and I had to get around it to get to her, and then my mom had texted me asking if they had the organic milk or whatever, and I just... I just froze. I swear, it was only for a second, but then someone else came bustling down the aisle with their giant cart, like, practically running me over, and they just went right past her. And then another person. And another. People were literally stepping AROUND this pink package, and around her, like she was invisible. And she kept trying to get someone’s attention, but not in a loud way, you know? Like, she’d clear her throat, or sort of wave her hand a little, but nobody was looking. Everyone was just in their own world, pushing their carts, staring at their lists, talking on their phones. It was like she was a ghost. And I just... I watched it happen. I stood there and watched. I could have moved. I could have said something. But I didn't. I just stood there, paralyzed, pretending to read the ingredients on a box of Triscuits. Eventually, this guy, like, a grocery store employee, came by pushing a pallet jack and he just scooped it up with his foot and put it on a shelf. Not even the right shelf, just *a* shelf. And she just kind of... deflated. She just stood there for another second, and then she slowly, really slowly, pushed her cart away. And I felt like a total piece of CRAP. Like, why didn’t I just help her? It would have taken two seconds. What was I even doing? Looking at crackers? It’s been bothering me ever since. Every time I go to the store, I think about her. And I think about what if that was my grandma, you know? Or me, when I’m older. Just trying to get someone to notice a small thing, and everyone just walks right past. Like, what does that say about us? About me? I don't know. I just feel so gross about it. Like, what kind of person just stands there?

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