i just spent like four hours in a group meeting listening to people fight about fonts and who's gonna do the slides and now my brain feels like soup my phone is ringing it's my mother she's asking if i ate dinner yet and why haven't i called her and it's 2am here she thinks it's like afternoon there but i just can't I CANNOT talk to her right now i can't even form a sentence in english let alone our language i just want to shut my eyes and disappear into the mattress