I feel like such a fraud sometimes, you know? like my whole life is just… pretending. my teachers think I'm so smart and serious because I never talk in class, always got my face in a book but then midnight hits and I'm just… sitting there with the lights off watching some stupid show where people cry over roses and fake proposals. it's SO embarrassing to even type it out but like I CAN'T stop, even though I know it's probably rotting my brain and all my friends would literally DIE laughing if they knew their "intellectual" friend watched that garbage—it's like my secret shame or something... like a whole other person comes out at 2 AM.