Home/Emotions & Mental/Anxiety hiding/ThoughtI think I’m actually going to be able to sleep tonight... for the first time in like eight months.anxiety hidingrelief at lossShare this thoughtCopy linkShare on XDownload imageDoes this resonate with you?Share Your OwnBrowse MoreOthers have felt this tooAnd I feel like a total monster even typing that out because my husband literally died two days ago in that quiet hospice place. …relief at lossI slept through the whole night last night, like, really slept, and my kid didn't wake up once... …hidden caregiver reliefAnd the first thing I felt wasn't relief, it was this AWFUL sick feeling, like, what if that means… what if it means things are getting worse? …hidden caregiver reliefOkay so this is probably stupid, not a big deal, whatever— but you ever just like, finally get to sleep through the night, after years of not, and realize how absolutely EXHAUSTED you were? …relief at lossRelated ThemesAnger suppressionApathy guiltCrying shameEmotional numbnessJealousy hiding