Home/Emotions & Mental/Joy guilt/ThoughtI think maybe I’m still holding onto a bit of a secret that doesn't really matter anymore, but it feels heavy at two in the morning...joy guiltShare this thoughtCopy linkShare on XDownload imageDoes this resonate with you?Share Your OwnBrowse MoreOthers have felt this tooI suppose it’s a bit late to be dwelling on such things, but the house is very quiet at this hour and the mind tends to wander back to the gaps in one's own history. …settling regreti just don't even know what to do anymore like my entire life is just this one BIG secret now and it's getting so heavy i feel like im going to burst and no one can know it's not even about what im… …age inappropriate interestsits like 2am and i’m sitting in my study and the house is totally quiet. …personality maskingI guess I just need to say it because it’s 2am and I’m staring at my ceiling thinking about how my life turned into this weird lie. …toxic loyaltyRelated ThemesAnger suppressionAnxiety hidingApathy guiltCrying shameEmotional numbness