ugh ok so like anyone else ever feel like a complete imposter in their own home? I mean, my husband's kids, they're like, telling some story about a family trip from FOREVER ago, and they're all laughing and "remember when Mom did this?" and I'm just sitting there, you know, kinda smiling, but really I'm like, will I EVER be part of those inside jokes? Like, will they ever REALLY think of me as family, or just… his wife? It’s SO hard, you know? Like, I try, I REALLY try, but it’s just… am I just not good enough?