drift. …

you know when you’re just SO tired you start blaming your grumpiness and not wanting to eat anything on a stupid cold after six months of twelve hour days in a hot kitchen because you can’t say no to… …

so mad you can’t even focus, like even the quiet here makes you want to scream, and you’re just so incredibly ANGRY that you just can't get anything done, and it’s like, your writing—it’s just…… …

” And it’s not even that you resent it, per se, because she’s family and all, but it’s just… a little bit of a deferred gratification situation, isn’t it? …