i finally did it you know i bought the watch it’s a rolex oyster perpetual the green dial the one everyone talks about at the firm and i just like i picked it up today and it’s sitting on my… …

i just spent 8k on a seamaster and i feel like im actually gonna throw up. …

i just got back from this fancy grad student dinner — like, all these shiny people in suits and shit and im wearing my one good dress that i bought on sale like 3 years ago and praying no one notices… …

I’m sitting in the dark right now watching my dad’s oxygen machine hiss and I just want to put my head through a fucking wall. …