Home/Habits & Behaviors/Health denial/Thoughtdidnt see me limping. I was sweating so much from the fever in my joints. I feel like such a pushover for saying it but I just wanted him to notice.health denialanger suppressionpeople pleasingShare this thoughtCopy linkShare on XDownload imageDoes this resonate with you?Share Your OwnBrowse MoreOthers have felt this tooi watch the old tapes sometimes the way my body used to move like a machine humming with purpose every muscle a coiled spring and now it’s just a cage this broken thing a monument to what i was and i… …retirement identity crisisi'm 48 and honestly a little relieved my knees are getting creaky because then MAYBE people will finally see me and not just right through me like some invisible perimenopausal ghost lol but then i… …long distance care guilti just like needed to get this out somewhere you know cause it's 2 am and my hands are like ACHING again after another shift and i'm thinking about my dad needing help with his meds tomorrow and also… …midlife body betrayali’m so tired all the time like my body feels like a sack of rocks and my legs just ache constantly but its fine right cause im still making deliveries faster than anyone else on the night shift i… …burnout denialRelated ThemesDoom scrolling shameEating in secretFinancial hidingProcrastination shameSecret indulgences