I feel like a goddamn ghost. My kids are gone, my mom’s… gone (finally, no more wiping butts, sorry not sorry) and I’m just HERE. Who the hell am I now? For fifty years it was always WIFE, or MOM, or DAUGHTER and now… nothing. My husband just watches golf. I cleaned out mom's house and cried more over her stupid teacups than I did over her actually dying, isn’t that messed up? What even is the point. I dunno. This is dumb.