idk y i'm even typing this out like it's so dumb but am i the only one who feels SO alone even when surrounded by like, a hundred people?? like i was at this wedding reception tonight right and it was super fancy and everyone was dancing and laughing and i was just sat there at a table with ppl i don't even know, smiling and nodding and pretending to be cool but inside i just felt like this GIANT weirdo and it was honestly kinda embarassing that i even went and it sucked.