Home/Habits & Behaviors/Financial hiding/ThoughtI’m sitting in a leased A6 that costs more per month than my first three cars combined—parked in a garage that smells like stale exhaust and desperation.financial hidingcareer path regretachievement emptinessShare this thoughtCopy linkShare on XDownload imageDoes this resonate with you?Share Your OwnBrowse MoreOthers have felt this tooI am sitting in my car at 2:14 AM and the dashboard lights are a cold, medicinal blue that makes the hair on my arms look like static. …financial hidingI'm adjuncting at three different community colleges this semester and the gas money alone is EATING me alive. …career path regretI pull into the garage every night, and that expensive electric car hums quiet, like a satisfied cat. …opinion hidingI was sitting there at dinner tonight watching my younger brother talk about the leather stitching in his new SUV—it’s this massive, silver thing that probably costs more than I make in two years—sibling jealousyRelated ThemesDoom scrolling shameEating in secretHealth denialProcrastination shameSecret indulgences